I'd like you to see the world through my eyes.
Does our destiny really depend only on ourselves?You know, when I was a teenager I kind of hated myself. I felt like I always made wrong decision and that I would have a grey future because of that.Does our destiny really depend only on ourselves? by n-kate
So slowly I started changing my attitude towards life. My routine became a roller coaster in which I constantly tried new things I was afraid of and eventually got used to. I started enjoying some things I had missed out on the latest years for being such a scaredy cat.
Eventually I became a person I really liked. The woman I had always wanted to be. Or at least something very close to that ideal. I thought that, with courage, I could achieve anything I wanted and be happy.
I was wrong. And I realized that the moment I fell in love, took the courage to confess and, even though I had done everything in my power to get what I wanted, I didn’t obtain it. Why?
I thought I had life figured out. I am still afraid to see that, no matter how hard I try, I won’t be able to have the thing that I want the most in this life.